jenn's commentary

there were a few days where i was really feeling horrific. i was sick and sleepy and impatient and grumpy and melodramatic and overly sensitive.
it was not a fun time. i would get angry over nothing things and cry because i was angry over nothing things.
i would cry because someone would make a joke and i'd take it seriously.
i would cry because i double-booked myself without realizing it.
i would cry because i was sick and sleepy and impatient and melodramatic and overly sensitive.

it was a very long couple of days.

there was something kind of refreshing about it, too, though.
maybe because i can be so guarded.
maybe because i dropped my barriers and my defenses and my arms keeping people at safe distances.
maybe because i still had people who loved me, even when i wasn't nice or fun or easy to be with.
maybe becuase i need to learn to be more open and less guarded